Absorica Day 44 and 50

Day 44: I had 2 clusters of spots come up and boy did they hurt. Along with taking forever to go away they took forever to heal when I started picking-bleh.

Day 50: I'm very happy with the results I've gotten so far. I thought I had stopped progressing but looking back at the older photos I see how far my skin has really come. Also some of the redness is fading now! I think it's easy to forget how bad it once was once you start to see progress :)

This is the week before my period and this is normally when I break out badly, I'm really hoping accutane beats the stupid hormones and lets my face continue to heal.

Absorica Day 30 and 35

 This is at the end of Month 1 when I started to really see some improvement. It was also the last day of taking only 30 Mg a month.

 This is the first week into my second month kinda. Well day 35. I've been bumped up to 60 Mg a day now and I'm going through a smaller initial breakout again. I'm really hoping this is the last big breakout so I'm staying happy and not getting to down about it.

 I will say that I was afraid of what would happen if something emotionally big happened while I was on accutane. Monday my step-grandmother passed away. And while I will not say we were close, she's the mother of the man I called Dad who passed away in 2008. I feel like I'm loosing another piece of him all over again. Monday when I found out I felt very weird. I told my husband I felt off and to kinda keep check on how I was feeling just in case. Tuesday morning he forgot to do something and I called and yelled at him and was pretty angry. Today I am fine and I feel completely normal again but it is a good idea to have someone check in with you and mentally asses how you're doing.